Gratitudes by Cornelius Eady
Gratitude
Cornelius Eady
I’m here
to tell you
an old story.
This
Appears to be
my work
I live
in the world,
Walk
the streets
of New York
this
Dear city.
I want
To tell you
I’m 36
Years old,
I have lived
In and against
My blood.
I want to tell you
I am grateful
because,
(after all),
I am a black
American poet
I’m 36
And no one
Has to tell me
About luck
I mean:
After a reading
Someone once me
once;
If
you weren’t
Doing this,
what
(if anything)
would you be doing
And I didn’t say
what we both
understood.
I’m
A black, American male.
I own
This particular story
On this particular street
At this particular moment.
This appears
To be
My work.
I’m 36 years old,
and all I have to do
is repeat
what I notice
Over
And over
all I have to do
is remember.
And to the famous poet
who thinks
literature holds
no small musics:
Love.
And to the publishers
who believe
in their marrow
There’s no profit
on the fringes:
Love.
And to those
Who need
the promise of wind,
the sound of branches
stirring
Beneath the line:
Here’s
another environment
poised
To open.
Everyone reminds me
what an amazing
Odyssey
I’m undertaking,
As well they should.
After all,
I’m a black,
American poet,
And my greatest weakness
is an inability
to sustain rage.
Who knows
What’ll happen next?
This appears to be one
for the books,
If you
train your ears
for what’s
i need this in my life EVERY DAY!!!!!
All the Downton Ladies
I…cannot find the words to say how I feel.
HOLY SHIT THE INTERNET
Annie! Annie look at this!
Via V-Neck and a Cardigan
This. This. This. THIS!!!! OH THIS.
Somebody To Love - Queen (Isolated Vocals)
I assure you, this is the greatest thing you will ever hear.
nypl:
STAR TREK: The Musical! OK, not really, but even Mr. Spock would find fascinating what we dug up in the Billy Rose Theatre Division about the original Star Trek actors before they went stellar. Who knew that Nichelle Nichols sizzled in the local cabaret scene before taking up her earpiece on the starship Enterprise? Or that George Takei was an activist, or that William Shatner, of Shatner’s World; We Just Live in It… — first trod the Broadway boards over 50 years ago? Dust off your Klingon dictionary and stay tuned, as we bring you the stage origins of Kirk, Spock, Sulu and crew, and boldly go where few have gone before with rare photos in our Gallery.
“Who knew that Nichelle Nichols sizzled in the local cabaret scene before taking up her earpiece on the starship Enterprise nypl ?” We knew!
Nichelle Nichols rehearses a dance number with some of the cast from “Kicks and Co.,” a 1961 musical satire about segregation that was directed at one point by Lorraine Hansberry and produced by her husband). Although the show had major financial backing, an “all-star interracial cast” (Burgess Meredith, Lonnie Sattin, Vi Velasco) and success in Chicago, it never made it to Broadway as planned. Photo via The New York Public Library.
Wow. She makes me want to put on a dress for work today, no matter how cold it might be outside. love.
Josephine Baker, just minding her own business, August 29, 1933.
Photo via Corbis.
@suitecitylife: i LOVE the princess and the pea theme for the Bear.
Win on so many levels…
I need Facebook to add this as a relationship category!
Looking for a zombie apocalypse survival partner
Muhammad Ali and James Earl Jones after a performance of The Great White Hope in 1968. I wish I had found this picture for our Vintage Black Glamour Birthday party yesterday (Jan 17th!) Photo by Bob Gomel/Timepix.
Love love love this shot!
Photojojo founder, Amit, has found a 10/10 bone marrow donor match! (10/10 is really good!)
Thank you to everyone who has run a bone marrow drive or sent a note of support. You guys rock.
Here’s a note from Amit below.
Many of you have asked, so here’s what’s going on with me.
WHAT HAPPENED BEFORE
- 8/1979: Born. Grew up in CT, built a killer eraser collection, fell in love with computers.
- Left college to start a company. Fell hard. Fled to India for 3 months.
- Started 2nd company. Learned to be an adult. Fell in love with NYC.
- Moved to SF, discovered burritos & some of my fave people on Earth.
- 9/2011: Got diagnosed with Leukemia!
- Cried. Went through 3 cycles of chemo. Hurt. Thought hard about what I want out of life. Grew up a second time.
TODAY
… After over 100 drives organized by friends, family, and strangers, celebrity call-outs, a bazillion reblogs (7000+!), tweets, and Facebook posts, press, fundraising and international drives organized by tireless friends, and a couple painful false starts, I’ve got a 10/10 matched donor!
You all literally helped save my life. (And the lives of many others.)
WHAT HAPPENS NEXT
Tomorrow, I’ll be admitted to Dana Farber in Boston for 4-5 weeks.
First I’ll get a second Hickman line to allow direct access to my heart (for meds and for nutrients if I’m not able to eat). Over the next week, the docs blast my body with a stiff chemo cocktail to try and eradicate all traces of cancer cells. In the process, the immune system I was born with, and my body’s ability to make blood, are destroyed.
Next Friday, I get my donor’s stem cells by IV. I start on immunosuppressants to prevent my body from rejecting them (I’ll be on them for 12-18 months). For these weeks I’ve no immune system, so I’m severely vulnerable to viruses and bacteria. My hospital room and hallway become my world.
Meanwhile, the stem cells make their way to my bone marrow and, with some luck, start producing platelets, red blood cells, and white blood cells. At this point, my blood type changes to the blood type of my donor. And my blood will now have my donor’s DNA, not my own.
This is science fiction stuff. I can hardly believe it’s even possible, and there’s lots of chances for things to go wrong. It’s frightening.
AFTER THE TRANSPLANT
Recovery to a new state of “normal” takes about a year, but there’s a few storm clouds hovering:
- My immune system is new, like a baby’s. I’m prone to getting sick.
- Just as with any organ transplant, there’s a chance of rejection. Except in this case, it’s my blood that’s the foreign body, and it touches every organ. They call it graft-vs-host-disease and it can cause health issues and organ complications for the rest of my life.
- Successful transplant or not, Leukemia can relapse. Stubborn mofo.
Overall, 75% of AML transplant patients survive year one, 50% make it through year five. My odds are a little better since I’m young.
THE GREAT NEWS
I’ve got a long road ahead. But I’ve got a donor & amazing family & friends. A few months ago I didn’t have many options. Today I have a plan.
I am alive. I start tomorrow. Wish me luck!
Thank you.
Bless you, Amit. We’ll all be calling your name out to the universe, reminding her to take care of you. Xoxo
(EDIT: Originally, this image was erroneously credited to a deviant who did not actually own this image. The links and credit have been fixed.)
Sigh.
Etta James: ”The bad girls had the look that I liked. I wanted to be rare, I wanted to be noticed, I wanted to be exotic as a Cotton Club chorus girl, and I wanted to be obvious as the most flamboyant hooker on the street. I just wanted to be.” ~ Rest in peace to the one and only Etta James.
“I just wanted to be”




